Ever know how it fucking feels like, to be the only one putting in effort in something you want so much and not feel appreciated? Yeah,i fucking do now.
Tasting my own med after such a long time. What goes around do comes around. The feeling of being neglected, forgotten and taken for granted, tasted really good, for the second fucking time.
Being in a r/s means being there for one another, sharing the good times and most importantly feeling happy. Making the effort for things to happen because you want a better r/s, no matter how tired or lazy youre. I hate the fact on how much we're seeing each other for only once a week, but im glad we still do at the very least. I HATE HOW MUCH MY FRIENDS/YOUR FRIENDS OROTHER PEOPLE ARE SEEING YOU MORE OFTEN THAN I DO BUT THERES NOTHING I CAN FUCKING DO. All i ever ask for is just for you to appreciate every little thing i do and i dont think im asking for much at all.
And the disadvantage of being too nice? To be taken granted. Do not ever take this as my weakness. Everyone gets tired eventually, i will, too.
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